Bad week

So this week was really awful. Everything seems to happen at the same time all the time. Monday I had a day off from work which was awesome for the most part and I went to see the movie Coraline. Which is less creepy then the book but still really creepy I wouldn't recommend this movie for children. It scared me and there was a scene that I thought was a little to risky for a "children's" movie. We saw it in 3D which was cool but man where my eyes tired! I had to close them for a minute or two after the first hour and then I needed a nap. another reason why you shouldn't take your kids to this movie! Then I went to my sister house to play rock band. it was really cool but my gosh I can't play the drums. my left had can't keep a beat for anything. the guitar was a little easier but still really hard. but it was fun and some of the songs are insane so its fun to sing to sometimes.
But Tuesday at like three in the morning I wake up and have to throw up. it was awful so I stayed home from work and was sick to my stomach all day. I just sat around which since being on this diet I don't really like anymore. but my muscles hurt enough that I didn't want to move. lucky for me, my mom was off that day. I think it was unlucky for my mom because I found out later she was annoyed with me! I can't help it if I am bored and she is the only one to talk too! But I am positive if I was in her shoes i would be annoyed with me too so I can't really be mad.

Then I have been thinking about getting a new bird and I really really want a conure but my DAD won't let me have two birds in the house. Sometimes that man is so unreasonable I can't stand it but this bird we had was noisy and would bite and was mean. so I put an ad on the Internet to see if anyone would buy her. I told the truth that she was a mean bird and people wanted her!!!!!! I found this really nice lady that had other birds and I knew my bird would be so much happier there. so I was going to give her up on Saturday, but the lady wanted to know more about the birds character. so while writing an email to her I realized I really did like this bird and started crying. I am such a bad person! what in the world was I doing. I was giving up a bird that I had had for ten years just because I wanted a newer model? oh for shame! but I had already told the lady I would do it so I had to go through with it. trust me my conscience didn't let me go that easy I cried and had nightmares all week about it. but Saturday came and I had to let my bird go. but she was really happy when I left she was playing with all the other birds. and didn't scream when I left. but the one ray of hope is that she will send me pictures and updates about my bird so I don't have to just forget her and hope she might be happy I get to know!
So all week I was stressed about my bird and then I had a doctors appointment and I had only lost three pounds when I got there which means I gained and I had to beg her to let me have soy because she doesn't want me to add food every two weeks like I thought cause the longer i am on this diet the more weight I will lose. but even the health foods have soy so she let me but I still can have wheat only 3 times a week but its better then nothing!
Anyway it doesn't sound like a lot but there are other things that are on my mind but this is far to long anyway. but trust me it was a lllloooooooooonnnnnnnggggggg week. (sign) and now here comes another one. don't worry thought I always come out alive somehow!

Wheat can be oh so Awesome!

so here is an update about the food thing I am doing. I went to the doctor and she said that I was doing good but she wanted me on the diet for two more weeks to really get the "toxins" out of me. I basically told her I would die if she didn't let me add something back into the diet. Now I had thought a lot about what I would add back in and I had it all picked out. Soy. I was going to add Soy back in, but has I am sure this happens to you. the doctors makes me very nervous. so when she asked me what I would like to add back in I blurted out "WHEAT"! what the? where did that come from? wheat? I think I was thinking of having a sandwich at the time but it is all very fuzzy. but I still can't have loads a week I can only have wheat three times a week. so when I was done the first thing I did was run to subway!!! My little sister is the manager and I had her load up a sandwich with Veggies even the ones I don't really like! it was awesome I was so happy. real food! Glorious Bread! Never leave me. Never!

When I told my mom I went to subway she seemed disappointed in me but I told her the bread was whole grain. but then harvest came home and bursted my bubble. She said she read the ingredients and it was made of Enriched Wheat flour. which means it was not whole grain. I was crushed, I wanted to cry no no more sandwiches from subway! wwwaaaaaaawwawawawwaw. but I got over it. life must go on. so we went out and bought whole wheat bread and some meat I could have and slap some mustard on there and you have an awesome sandwich for someone who is hungry.

the diet isn't all bad so far I have lost 13lbs! I still look huge but I am hoping that will go away soon. right now I still have a week and a half before I go back and am able to add more stuff in and this time I will stick to my guns and yell out SOY! hahaha